does MY life hinge on that of my sister two years younger than me? just like last entry, i feel stuck. and this time it's because of my sister. i want to go see MY boyfriend who lives four hours away, and there's actually a chance of THIS relationship lasting. and i ALMOST had a yes. then my sister asked if she could go see her loser boyfriend who has no stability, an alcohol problem, an unstable and untrustworthy family, next weekend, and my mom, logically and as to be expected, said no it wasn't gonna happen. she's SIXTEEN and wants to go to fresno, to see her boyfriend that no one likes, who doesn't know for sure where he's gonna sleep at night or if he's gonna be going to someone elses house the next day, and who has NOTHING going for him. i am NINETEEN, my boyfriend lives in hanford which is the same area, he's in a stable home. with a stable family. a family that my family knows and trusts. and he's a good guy that my parents love.
i see really no reason as to why the heck it's fair for me not to go because my sister can't. if anything it's fair because they KNOW his family and KNOW i'm gonna be safe. there's a million reasons why i can go and she can't. COME ON. i don't want my life, relationship, or anything else to revolve around my sister complaining. if she did ANYTHING around here i could see something going for her. but she doesn't she just wants out. i actually WORK here. i graduated. and she's bummin it and complaining.
WHY does my life hinge on my little sister?
Current Mood: disgusted.